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Apology in Black by openwindow, literature

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Apology in Black

The Apology: Black I'm sorry for the day I met you I'm sorry for what I've done And the mistakes I've made And the things that I've said That ever drew you to me. I'm sorry that I'd said "Hello" or ever passed a pleasant smile or laughed at one of your tired jokes or listened with ennui of your opinions. I'm sorry that I was once forgiving, though I've attoned for that. I'm sorry that I didn't try to drive you away sooner. I'm sorry that you can't understand my disdain for your concerns. I'm tired of being a martyr Regardless of blame. I'm sorry for everything, This apology is overdue. This atonement for what's become of m

Apology in White by openwindow, literature

Literature

Apology in White

The Apology: White I'm sorry for the day I hurt you I'm sorry for what I've done And the mistakes I've made And the things that I've said To make you feel heartache. I'm sorry for when I've said "Fuck off" or ever dropped a snide insult or slighted one of your infallible traits or disregarded your opinions. I'm sorry that I abuse your forgiving nature, I can't attone enough for that. I'm sorry that I didn't try to tell you all this sooner. I'm sorry that you can't understand my senseless bipolar attitude. I'm sorry for making you a martyr Regardless of blame. I'm sorry for everything, This apology is overdue. This atonemen

too hard by openwindow, literature

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too hard

she was beautiful. well, i'm sure that she still is. she always wore a little too much makeup, like she was trying too hard. if she only knew she was beautiful. talking with her lying beside her, gentle rhythm of her breath in sync with beating hearts. giving this up was too hard. she always had a glow. even when all was dark, she would be a beacon, calling in the night to show the way to go. falling in love was not an option, and i must have fell too hard. now it's been too long, but i can still feel the honesty of my feelings. but i'll still wear a false facade of feelings because my other options are too hard.